I recall the day I first came across his reel on my feed. His confident and well-articulated content on women caught my attention. I checked out his Instagram profile and was thrilled to know that he is a mental health coach. I realized that he was younger than me, but I couldn’t resist being captivated by his charm. On some level, I started manifesting him in my life.

Over the next few months, I would wait for him to share new content, and reply on his reels and his replies on my comments would make my day. I decided to take one step closer towards him, so I booked a coaching session with him. A one-hour session ended up in a 1.5-hour session. He made me feel so comfortable during the session and I was able to be vulnerable with him.

I ended the sessions due to my challenging mental state. Several months later, we had a beautiful date in Pune that remains etched in my memory. Subsequent meetings followed, and whenever he’s in or near Pune, he makes an effort to meet me. While on my healing journey, I remained unaware of my feelings for him. Even if there was a spark, I dismissed it as my mind attempting to fill a void within me.

The last time we met was after my healing, and even he could sense my positive and uplifted energy. It was a beautiful encounter. A few days later, on December 31st, I went on a date with another guy, and that’s when I realized the depth of my feelings for him. Since then, I’ve been in an internal struggle, attempting to suppress these emotions. Despite my efforts, I couldn’t succeed.

Yesterday, I realized that I can no longer suppress my feelings; I’ve fallen in love with him. After my healing, I made a conscious choice not to actively seek dates or explore platforms (other than considering matrimonial matches my family introduced). I was open to organic connections, but I never anticipated this. Falling in love again and in such a manner, was unexpected. The truth is, I unintentionally manifested this connection, and now I feel restless. I want to meet him and express the depth of my love. I want to tell him that I want to give all the love I have to him.

I’ve never experienced love like this before. I aspire to celebrate his victories, and I take immense pride in his accomplishments. I desire to evolve alongside him, embracing vulnerability together. He motivates me to become a better person. Despite the pain I’m going through, I remain dedicated to my goals, striving for a disciplined lifestyle and balance. I am meeting him in a few days and express my love in person. While I hope for his reciprocation, I am prepared for any outcome.

This entire incident has convinced me of the power of manifestation. Love holds incredible strength. Although I’m going through pain, I’m grateful to be experiencing this healthy love for the first time in my life.

Love,

Meghna

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