Healing is a journey, not a destination
I started voicing my thoughts four years ago, renewed this blog site three years ago, and this is one aspect of my life that gives me relief and makes me…
The Emotional Pendulum: My Healing Journey
It’s been a while since I wrote anything. Writing is like meditation for me. I’m in the middle of my healing process, and it’s a mess. I can’t eat anything…
A letter to the first love of my life
Early days of our relationship I have known you forever. You entered my life when I was young. You held my hand and gave me companionship when I was vulnerable….
Coping Mechanisms
Trigger Warning: Mentions of Self-Harm, Suicide This one has been in my drafts for the longest period. I finally get to publish this and that too with a happy ending….
Life lately – struggles and healing
Past few months I have not been able to write for quite some time now. The last I wrote was about a month ago. I have 9 blogs sitting in…
The end of an era and new beginings
I started therapy with Sadaf Vidha after my suicide attempt in 2017. I clearly remember our first call. She asked me why I did, what I did and asked me…
Shhhh…
Trigger Warning – Mention of Self Harm Don’t ask, don’t tell how I felt, Put up a smile and carry the weight, And every night I crawl into bed, I…
I am healing again
Trigger Warning: Mentions of Suicide and Suicidal thoughts The relapse The past four months have been one of the hardest periods of my life after my time in the US…
Grief, anger and healing journey
I haven’t checked my weight for a long time. The last time I did, I had ga`ined about 12 kgs. Since then, I couldn’t muster the courage to check again….
He did not let me grieve the way I imagined
“He healed something he didn’t break’, but in my case – he entered through the cracked walls that I rebuilt, glued back together, and broke it again into a million…